All in a days work

My day of work is different from those who have a 'real job' as Br. Eric and my hubby always try to tell me. I don't have a real job. Though Ray says he pays me a great salary. Ha he is crazy!
I've worked today on some insurance stuff, had to work on my computer. My flat screen died on me. Thank God it wasn't the computer yet b/c I had to really convince Ray to buy a flash drive so I could put pictures and documents on it in case the comp decided to die. Which I thought it had and I hadn't done the file downloads yet. Ray was mad...I had the drive for few weeks. lol But I figured out that it prob was the screen and not the comp. My brother had another screen and after hooking everything up....tada! I have a computer again!

Anyways yesterday was the funeral for Jake. Amber was tore up and I can't even begin to imagine what she is going through. The boys weren't there b/c she felt it best for them not to see their daddy in a casket, I agree whole heartedly. It's an awful situation. Ray asked me last night what I thought Jake was doing right now. That is a touchy subject really. I believe what the bible has said...and that is unless you are born of the water (baptism) and spirit (getting the Holy Ghost) you can't enter the kingdom of Heaven. But...God ultimatly is the judge of who goes to Heaven and who goes to Hell. I know there are people that don't believe anything really happens after you die. Or that only criminals go to hell and the rest go to Heaven...well the way I believe is that You have to have the Holy Ghost, be Baptized in Jesus Name (not trinity-father son holy ghost) and you need to live a life that is according to God's word. Believe me there are MANY people who would disagree with me. But hey it's my belief. I hope that I live a life that when it's over I hear God say welcome in thou good and faithful servent....rather then I knew you not depart from me.

My old pastors wife was very wise in stuff she said and alot has stuck with me over the years. She used to say live for God hard and it will be easy. But if you live for Him easy, it will be hard. It's true really. So when Ray asked me what Jake was doing. I told him that God was the judge I don't know what he was doing. I can't come out and say that I don't believe he made it to heaven. Jake was a great guy. So sweet, great father, great husband...how could he not go to Heaven....well maybe he is there...or maybe he isn't, God knows. I pray for Amber and the boys. God is a loving God even though Jake died at a young age. He will take care of Amber and the boys. I believe that.

Today is church and I'm lookin forward to service tonight. Kids are asleep and I think I'm going to lay down too...lol I love me a nap!