Trip was cancelled!

I'm sooooo sad. I really honestly am in shock and can't believe I'm not enjoying some awesome food right now from NY.
But things happen for a reason.
Sis got very sick on the way to the airport and we had to turn around. All in all I took her home and drove home, very tired and in a daze. When I got home my hubby was layin on the couch sleeping I tried waking him up. He totally didn't realize I was there and thought he was dreaming. I sat down on the recliner for a min and he opened his eyes and realized I was still there. LOL he laughed and said what are you doing home. I explained and we went to bed. It was somewhere after 3 am this morning.
B/c it's been such cool nights we've slept with windows open. I heard our garbage man, very clearly at 7 am and needless to say I've been awake since then. Not to mention I got up to go tinkle during my "brief nap". I layed there thinking and before I knew it Ray's phone was ringing. He left for work, and Logan was up soon after. He didn't take much of a nap today considering how late daddy put him to bed. (12am)
But a good thing is that my hubby was going to surprise me and put the new carpet in I've been saying should have been in for months now. Plus a few other things that just haven't got done.
I'm currently trying to think of somewhere I can go away for a few days. B/c it will be my last chance until after the baby is born. The next likely trip is the church trip to the mountains in June.
Anyways...we are doing carryout from Applebees (not the big apple) and I'm working on tax paperwork I have to send out Wed. So to all a good night.

NEW YORK NEW YORK

I'm heading out to the city of lights or the Big Apple for a few days. Yes NY city everyone!
Sis Gi Gi and I will be enjoying four days filled with who knows what, and lots of fun shopping and eating.
WE have to be at the airport awful early b/c our flight heads out at six in the morning (monday) But that gives us basically the whole day Monday b/c we get there at 8 something. I'm super excited and have a million things left to do before I go, but I had to let you all know I'm heading out. No blogging till I get back. Will for sure take lots of pictures though.
I'm going to miss my hubby and Logo so much. But makes coming home all the better.
Lots of love, gots to go.
Ta ta :)

Bronchitis is awful!

I've got it once again. BRONCHITIS. According to the doc I get it at least once by this time of year every year.
I've been banished to the couch b/c I won't and can't quit coughing all night long.
But, I've seen the doc and I've started some medicine. Very anxious for it to kick in, b/c this coughing is awful when pregnant. Hard to not tinkle on yourself....
Well I'm stopping for now. Tired, don't feel like doing much. Including writing.

I'm 14 weeks and some days

Yippppeee! I'm super excited about being pregnant. For one, I'm feeling movement!
Yes "she" ......or he I guess I should say....has been nudging me. Especially after I've drunk some
coke or Pepsi. It's really neat and I realized how much I missed it when Logan moved in my
belly.

Speaking of Logan, He has a double ear infection. This has been another adventure unto it's own b/c he has been so hard to deal with. I got him into the doc office yesterday. So he had his first dose of medicine last night and two today. He finally started eating tonight after days of not eating. I was seriously worried. He had dropped about 4 pounds. For a baby that's allot.
Anyways, tonight he ate almost a whole hot dog. One of those long kind. Then he had some of my homemade mashed potatoes and he even ate some pork chops with daddy. Thank you Jesus! It's rough on the parents for numerous reasons when their babies are sick.
One- you love them and don't want them to be ill.
Two- everything is worth crying over.
Three- it's hard to get them to take medicine.
And the list goes on.
I decided I would take him to the park today b/c it warmed up and thought maybe he would work up an appetite. Guess it worked. I also made him a cup with some peach 3rd stage baby food and water, so he was getting some nutrition.
Other than that...it's been just another day. With just allot of crying and screaming. Hoping tomorrow is better.

Only God can do it

Let me start by saying Thanks to God for what happend last night. (church)

Thank you Lord, you alone are able to do what you did last night. You made me so
incredibly happy. I'm still smiling from ear to ear.

Ok. Now are you curious?
Last night we had church. Actually we had a ladies and teenage girls church night Fri. Sat was just for the ladies. I learned alot through that service. Then we had Sun morning service where Br. Garcia preached. ( my Pastor's pastor from Kentwood, LA) It was a really awesome service. But last night my hubby came to church with us. I remember one point Logan looked to where we sit at church and saw his daddy and he waved. It was cute.
Anyways....I don't feel weird or intimidated to worship around Ray. That is one thing that I am so glad about b/c God expects us to worship no matter who is at church. Sis Jordan normally has Logan if I'm worshipping, or we take turns. :) (thanks sis)
But I was just praising God and thanking Him for what he was already doing in the service and we hadn't heard the preaching yet. My husband is so easily touched when he's at church. It takes everything he has within him to not bawl like a baby. When he sees the kids worshipping and dancing and just giving their all to God, it touches him. When a little boy (who is the pastor from kentwood grandson) got up to sing last night "I'm going home to Jesus" that made him watch in wonder. (slyly wiping tears away) I was told he almost broke down many times while I was up front praying. He watches that worship, not just from me but from who ever. Now don't get me wrong, I don't do it b/c he is there!
I've been the only link he has had to truth. Sometimes that's a scary thing. B/c I don't want to push him to come to church. But I do want him there. I know it's got to be all in God's timing. I had seen throughout the song service, and through the preaching, that my man was really being touched. I began to Thank God and told him that if it didn't happen tonight, if he didn't get the holy ghost, that it was ok. I was ok with that b/c I know it has to happen when God says. Not but a few mins later after praying that prayer Br. Pullens asked Ray if he could pray for him. Ray couldn't talk b/c that question choked him up. He shook his head yes. Br. Pullens told him to bring me up there with him. Walking up to the alter with my hubby leading the way was just a feeling in it's own. Made me think that I truly want this. I really want him to be not just the head of our home, but the spiritual head. Ray had a death grip arm around me. and Br. Garcia had us hold hands with our other two hands in front.
They prayed for us as a family after Br. P annointed us with oil. They prayed for our marriage. Then they prayed for Ray. Now in b/t this praying I started really feeling God. Like I said earlier I wasn't afraid to pray with Ray right there. I wasn't scared to speak in tounges. Ray almost got the holy ghost!!!!!!!!!! He also about squeezed the life out of me while i was in prayer. At one point he looked at me trying not to break down and told me he loved me in front of everyone that was behind us helping us pray , and those who were on the platform. Now that was amazing too b/c well I can't explain it....it just was!
Then he hugged me and it started all over again. I prayed for him then and gave it all to God. It was just something I will never forget and will continually thank and praise God for last night.

On the way home I told him how happy I was, and that it was one of the very best nights of my entire life. He said well he was glad and that he was glad he came to church. Glad he participated too.
I don't think it will be long before he decides to come to church on his own. And not b/c there is going to be a ton of food served afterwards either! (what's reeled him in to church before....lol)
Only God can give him understanding of who he is.
Only God can let him know how much he loves him.
Only God can show him the truth
Only He can change his heart and his desires.
As you can tell....I'm thrilled beyond anything! I felt as if I got a small glimpse of whats in the future.
By faith, my hubby will be a God-fearing, tongue talking, holy rollin', shouting Apostolic man.

Well here are the pics I promised

Here is Logan on a mechanical horse at the Boone Co Fair. It was our first time to a fair. (Logan and I)

Here he is at our Camp site. They put together a thing of games and fun for all the kids this summer. He actually went down the water slide and then he got into the bouncing chamber thing. That was his favorite. Was hard to get him away from it.

This pic was taken at church. Logan LOVES Br. Pullens and when he is around his eyes are on him. Sometimes Br. Pullens comes and gets him and they worship together. This was taken while they were having church!

Logan loves the popcicles. He had his and mine. Good thing they are sugar free! He wouldn't give them up either till they had melted and he ate what he could before they melted. He truly enjoyed himself and was a major mess when done. It was def bath time afterwards.

You are not imagining things. He does have a metal bowl on his head. He loves playing with dishes and well this day he decided to put his armour on.

I bought Him a big boy bed as a stated in previous blog. Well he was very happy about it b/c he can climb in and out of it. He kept giving me kisses for it. Anyways...he doesn't always sleep in it and when it's nap time, you still have to put him in his baby bed so he doesn't escape and not take his nap. He picked out the bedding himself.

Here was his first night in his bed. I put him in it and he stayed till morning. But he ended up at the foot of the bed when I went to check on him. Daddy took a pic with him. I got him up and put him at the top of the bed like he should have been.

As for other news. I'm still pregnant. I'm 3 1/2 months this sat. Things are going good. I got my ultrasound moved up so Nov 2nd we will know what were having. I dreamed I had a girl and she was very small. Smaller than what Logan was and he was just under six pounds when we brought him home. She had head full of dark hair and was just beautiful. (to me at least) So we will see. I dreamed I had a boy when I was preg with logan...and well he is most def a boy. That's about it.