Not so good news....

Well had my ultra sound today.
As of right now I might have mis-carried. They did an internal ultrasound to locate the pregnancy . There was a very small sac in which they could not see a baby. Nor could they determine the stage of pregnancy I was in.
Blood was drawn, to which I tried not to cry my way through, and didn't succeed.
The doc will look at my counts and do a repeat on monday.
From there they will determine if my counts are going up or down.
If down, then I've miscarried.
If up, well, they could scedule another ultrasound in a couple of weeks.
But we can only wait and see.

I do know this, God is good no matter what. He doesn't let things happen to destroy us,
but rather to help us become something we need to be. As well to see how we will do in the low times. I'm still going to love God. I'm still going to serve Him. I'm holding to my promise, b/c God said I will have a baby. God cannot lie. There is no way possible for Him to lie.